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[25 Apr 2005|11:40pm] |
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new screen name= mmmpuddlng. notice the L instead of an i. it will look like mmmPUDDlNG. the i wouldnt work. well thats all ive got to say. goodnight
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[01 Jan 2005|10:21pm] |
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2004, its over. probably the best year of my life so far. hopefully 2005 has as many or more good times ahead. ive noticed that i lost interest in this livejournal. i think i wrote less and less as my life has gotten better. i dont have anything to complain about anymore. im happier now than ive ever been before. sometimes its hard to believe how much things have changed over the past year. friends have changed and some arent friends anymore. i only really have about 2 or 3 real "friends" right now. im glad some things are different and some things are hard to believe. im almost done with high school and that is a very important benchmark to get past. i love the thought of moving out and going to college. spending time with the one person that i can talk to about anything and everthing. well i guess i dont really have anything else to say rather than i hope everyone else had as good a year as i did. lets hear it for a good new year!
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[01 Jan 2005|05:17pm] |
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not being able to drive is not a good thing at all.
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[26 Dec 2004|11:15am] |
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cieldumien1= sn now. other one fucked up
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[16 Dec 2004|04:29pm] |
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[01 Nov 2004|01:33pm] |
math question for you:
there are 3 people that got a hotel room together. the cost of the room is 30 dollars so they all pay 10 dollars.the owner likes them so he tell a guy that works there to give them 5 dollars back. while walking to the room the guy puts 2 of the dollars in his pocket because he didnt know how to split 5 dollar bills 3 ways. so he gives the people a dollar each. so they each ended up paying 9 dollars. 9X3=27 correct? plus the two dollars they guy put in his pocket equals 29. what happend to the other dollar???
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[01 Oct 2004|10:21pm] |
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ben gibbard "thriller"....now "complicated" again by ben. |
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i dont really update this thing very often anymore. i guess i really dont have anything important to write about. lately i havent been hanging out with anyone so if your my friend and i havent hung out with you, im sorry i dont mean to stay away from you, i just have been busy. i worked from 2-9:30 tonight, came home made some left over noodles, put a load of laundry in and started cleaning my room and here i am now. i was looking through my old entries and ujournal entries and i was pretty stupid.thats all there is to say about that. i was thinking about where i was one year ago and a lot has changed. mostly good changes. i would just like to say that distance is the thing i hate the most out or all things i cant to anything about. time is another. i guess your happiness has to even out with your sadness and anguish, but man i wish the sadness thing wouldnt just randomly hit me. i hate feeling sad or lost or whatever the feeling. i already know only two people are going to actually read this so it doenst really matter that i am updating. sigh. i hate being in richmond. usually when i am here i feel lonley. i hate this feeling. ben gibbard says good funny. this journal entry was pretty much a way to soak up some time. because as i said im alone right now. noone talking to me. no one to laugh with or make inside jokes with....well i better go finish cheaning my room. bye.
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[27 Aug 2004|02:57pm] |
this is an older thing to put, but i just thought id put it so you knew. hehe
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[19 Aug 2004|11:28pm] |
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im updating now. i hope more than two people comment this time. i hate wrinting and no one commenting. k so im bored and decided i could update just for fun. a spark of interest of playing music has apeared in my head. id like to play music with people. i guess brent wants to play with me some and nic does too. today was a wierd but good day. i saw some old friends that i havent hung out with in a while. i hung out with nic and played music and we had a pretty good time. we went to visit chris at work and right after we walked out of the door todd was running tward me. i jumped into his arms. hehe. brett, rachel, poter, and lopeman were with him too so we all went to el rodeo. after that i took nic home and went to chris' house, we hung out for quite a long time. talking, listening to music and what not. it was a pretty good day.i just wish i could have seen kaitlin that would have made it a great day. and getting a job would have been nice too. hehe. i took my brother to the bank earlier today about 3ish and i ran into brent henderson. we talked for like an hour just abour random stuff. movies, jokes, people, and all that jazz. i kind of right now just wish i could find a few guys who wanted to play some music with the same music interest as me. i dont know i know its a wierd thing but it was a lot of fun when the chess club, goodnightneverland days were going on. lots of things have changed since then. some good some bad. romance for me and some of my other friends have gotten really good. my old friends have all moved on from the old days and some want things to be the same and others dont. i dont know. hehe. i have such a good life. sometimes i take it for granted. sometimes i dont really feel like its the best but actually i coundnt ask for more without being selfish. heh. my school day is really easy and short. i have a little money but id really like having money like i used to have when i had a job. i REALLY want a job as soon as possible.man i should update this thing more often so i dont randomly write these long multi issue entries randomly. hehe. well id really like it if everyone would comment. give me something to read. tell me what you think of me. tell me what youve been up to. tell me something. ask me questings. do whatever. just comment. please. well im off to bed now. goodnight.
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[13 Aug 2004|10:51am] |
p2 v hero re -dawkins
p3 gl mystery -williams
p4 homeroom -wier
p5 economics -polk-meek
p6 algebra 2 -koger
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[07 Aug 2004|06:41pm] |
p2 economics - polk meek
p3 gl mystery- williams
p4 homeroom- wier
p5 resource- bartel
p6 algebra 2- koger
out!!!
other than having koger that doesnt sound bad at all. hehe. woooo! tell me if you have a class with me. and what happend to mr wolfe teaching mystery?
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[27 Jul 2004|11:40am] |
so, i didnt get the hastings job. yup. im ok with it though.ive decided that i will now apply to some food places. i didnt want to work at one but i guess thats all i have now. i applied to mcl today and i wonder how that will go. oh well. bye bye
comment with places i should apply to if you know of any.
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| im a copy cat!!! |
[25 Jul 2004|12:32am] |
1. By what name do you know me?
2. What song reminds you of me?
3. What makes me unlike anyone you know?
4. What is my best quality?
5. Where do you see me in ten years?
6. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did?
7. How do you think I'm going to be reborn?
8. Do you find me attractive?
9. Would you date me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. What's one thing you don't like about me?
12. Can you see us as friends five years from now?
13. What's a band you know I love?
14. Who has a bigger schlong, Jesus or Satan?
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[22 Jul 2004|12:28pm] |
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i may have just gotten a job at hastings. i have to have a meeting with the guy charles that hates me. the meeting is on monday so i hope it goes well. if so ill be working by august. that would be really nice. i miss having money. dean thinks ill be alright. he thinks im a "good guy". hehe. well thats all there really is, and i cant wait for fort wayne dustin! wooo! bye bye
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[20 Jul 2004|12:58am] |
"if poop tasted like twislers, my mom would eat her poop alllll the time"
-good times at kings island
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[17 Jul 2004|08:56am] |
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i, am 18. wooooo! lol.
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[04 Jul 2004|12:28am] |
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things are going well so far. i had a interview at target and i am turning in my app for family video in the morning. id rather work at family video than target but both seem better than my old job. today was the fireworks. it rained for a bit than they decided that they would have them anyways. the rain stoped while they were lighting the fireworks. 2 firemen got hurt so they stopped the show. it was still a good show to me. i was sooo cold though. hehe. tomorrow i will be going with kaitlin to her aunts house. after that i think my aunt is having a little get together. i just may go to that too. well....im getting sleepy so im going to hit the sack. nighty night. comment!!!
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[03 Jul 2004|01:00am] |
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a lot of stress is off of my back now. my job in which i have hated for over 2 1/2 out of the 3 years that ive worked there is no longer in my life. i quit it today. my boss was being really mean to me and my sister and he said mean things about how he didnt need us so i quit. yeah so....i need to find a new one soon. but all in all im glad im done there. i dont like kids or my boss so it really wasnt the place for me to be. if you have any job ideas comment and tell me. hehe. thanks. bye bye
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[26 Jun 2004|10:41am] |
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i dont really have anything important to write right now but i just thought id update anyways....well if there is any funny storys or anything that people would like to tell just make a comment out of it. i need another nap. bye bye
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[17 Jun 2004|12:50am] |
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has anyone else noticed how much things have changed in the past, lets say year? man, a lot has happened in a year. friendships made and lost. relashionships made once again friendships lost. i kind of wish things could go back to about like 2 or 3 months ago. i was happy and so were a few other people, well jenny, you werent as happy so im glad you are happy now. but i want more people to be happy. there is no reason for arguments and fights. there really arent. i wish everyone would just put aside whatever they have against each other and just be friends again. it is hurting people that are very important. people that still care about each other. it just seems like some people are missing each other and that could all be changed by talking in person. i know im guilty of the same thing. i have been pretty stupid in arguing and retaliating with other people. i have seen people sad because they feel that they are the reason for the arguments and i dont like seeing people sad. expesially people i love and care about. my ear hurts... all im trying to say is if you read this and think you may be guilty or this call the person that you are fighting/arguing with and just ask them to come over and talk to you. i totally understand some people that feel that they have allready tried and the other person just seems to be blind to what they are doing. you have to think, this is the summer and plans were made and some will be spoiled for more than just one person. regret is just part of being wrong, if you think you were wrong or even if the other person was wrong and you want to talk to them about it you should just call them or something. get ahold of them.when people are away from each other because of an argument they start seeing and thinking things in their head about anger tward the person, hate against the reasoning for it and so on. you may not feel it right away but it seems to happen eventually. dont let it build up in my head, and if you do just let it out to someone that loves you or even cares about you. they will help. well..it they truelly care about you they will help you. well....i guess this entry was made by seeing and thinking about things that are making people sad and i dont like it. i just want all this stupid high school dramma to just be behind us. thats all i have to say tonight. im sorry if this makes anyone anoyed with me or angry or whatever they might negatively feel about me. i know there are people that hate me, and dislike me and stuff. but i know someone loves me and thats all that matters. well...im off to bed now and hope this may shine some light on some positive thinking toward making up with each other. thank you and goodnight. bye bye
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